Tolkien Tribute: The Waking

Dark, dark the rich earth where our roots sink deep.
Gloomy, the air where we reach towards the sky.
Long, long the years we have stood here asleep;
Diminished, our peace as the ages passed by.
But now we awaken to realize the creep
of tendrils of smoke, drifting bitter and dry:
Our borders are breached and our enemies walk
Under the shadows where the tree-shepherds talk.

Roused and awake now, we are turning our thought
From the depths of our dreams of dark woods and wild
To seek out the treasons and burn out the rot.
We’ll no longer suffer our domain defiled
By the brief beings that maneuver and plot
and think by their blandishments, we are beguiled.
They shall be surprised to learn that they are wrong:
They shall learn to their sorrow that we are strong.

Windless, the long ancient mosses are streaming;
The dark soil rises as deep roots are unbound;
Limb-lithe are we, who once only stood dreaming,
And from the wood’s heart there arises a sound:
The still of the land is not what it’s seeming–
Once drowsy and silent, now our voices we’ve found.
Tremble, you creatures of the flame and the axe:

Your dominion is done: we are at your backs!

Cosmic Drift

Wandering
drifting
carelessly
flickering quietly
a fragment of my soul
in peaceable night,
eternal playground
of gods and planets,
stars and dust and dreams…


Hearkening
to a thread of a tone
a music simple
and profound
and not entirely
unknown…

Wondering
Shall I follow?
Cast my curiosity
upon the solar winds
tack this way and that
until I come to find
the instrument,
the player of this theme?


Or–
wander on

embracing quietude
and the safety of
interstellar solitude
?

November 2009 revised 2019

another Tolkien Tribute: The Courting of Goldberry

The Courting of Goldberry

There–!
Among the reeds
I see you!
Part of the River,
part of the land…
I hear your laughter
and your singing…
I offer you my strong brown hand:
Come with me.
fair Lady springing
from the heart of the River–
Come live on the land!
Come sing with me,
and with me dance–
Oh, sweet fair Lady,
take the chance!
Oh, Lady, come,
I’m a lovely fellow
in my happy blue hat
and my boots of yellow–
I’m just the lad
for the River Daughter–
to live with you
forever after
sharing your songs
and your perfect laughter!

Raw: Tennis for the Blind

I played the game,
took my side of the net
and played
the best I could
the best I knew
lobbed ball after ball
good shots, all…
good volleys,
you could hear my laughter,
I could hear your smile…
even when the ball
did not return.

And still I played
and played…

I served at last
the last ball that I had
and waited…
listened blindly
to the darkness…
felt unseeing
when the sun went down
and knew the time had come.

I lay my racket down
and go.

May 2011

New York and the Scary Subway

New York and the Scary Subway

A lot of people are dubious about going underground in New York City. The noise, the shadows, the strange cinder- and uncleaned-bathroom-scented winds… the other people, whom you can see walking through–but maybe not… That romantic show back in the 80s, was it? probably gave a few dewy-eyed types an unwholesome urge to explore, and maybe some others, a deep desire never ever to go below the sidewalks. I don’t doubt there is a world, an unofficial population living there. In fact, it has been documented. Lowest rents there are, though the neighborhood can be rough.

There is a t-shirt: I Rode The New York Subway System and Survived!

I, however, love the New York subways!

They are spooky, but I first met them as a child, with my hand held firmly by a Grown-up, so I knew I didn’t have to be afraid: that was the habit I developed, and have kept.

The Subway is dark and dirty in many places, and there is always the thrill of the edge of the platform, and the murderous third rail always right there… Perhaps it is an urban myth, but I can easily imagine it is not, about the guy who, in the quiet of an empty station, relieved himself–I can imagine a deliberate, though sadly uneducated thought passing through his mind: Wonder if I can hit that big fat rail over there… And he could. Electricity travels fast along a saline solution. End of story.

Well.

In the late 50s, some of the cars had cane seats. The windows were like school-bus windows, and passengers could open or close them at will. In the first car, there was a little booth with the driver locked in behind a solid door, and the front door had a window, so you could stand there, watching the rush of the tunnel lit only by the train’s own headlight, until it was lost in the bright station platform lights… Later, they were black, functional, ugly cars, and still later, they were gleaming shining streamlined steel–that soon was overwritten with spray paint graffiti and gang tags. In some towns, that would just be a mess, but New York is a city of superior efforts in all fields, and the tags on the trains there constituted an outlaw, and truly underground art-form.

Some trains went up and through the street, up onto a bridgework of rails–though we still called it the Subway… some called that part just The Elevated. The El.

The oldest, deepest tunnels are round rather than angular, and their walls are tiled in white tiles, with the station names in black tiles. The last station north, or nearly if it isn’t the last, at Fort Tryon Park, where The Cloisters museum is, is so deep that you have to take an elevator out.

Whatever else they are, or have in them, the old, smelly, noisy, spooky New York Subway system has magic in it.

When I was in my 30s, traveling alone, I had occasion to descend to the old, deep tunnels, the round, tiled tunnels. I passed through Grand Central Station’s solid warm glamour, down through narrow, low corridors full of others in a rush to not-miss trains, past the two nuns who are always in a certain spot asking alms… the noise, the smell, the hustle and bustle… and there was music in the air. Not ratchety loud music, or howling horn music: it was a classical violin concerto I was hearing, and it grew as I descended deeper and deeper into the tunnels.

A young musician was standing in the lowest tunnel, playing as if no one were there, and the music reveled in the tiled acoustics! I let two of my trains go by, listening to the magic, and only reluctantly got on the third.

And that is how I remember the New York Subways.

Raw: Song and Thunder

Voice of eagle,
Voice of lark

rising through a sky
with storm clouds dark
and brilliant
the silver dashing rain
about to fall…

Harmonics
building slow
out of the mighty stones:
deep thunder
from earth’s very center
groans…

Bright song pierces
crying angel-high;

God-profundo
out of abyssal silence
suddenly
was always there…

Duet sublime
as Life and Death
are One.



May 2011

In the City

In the city
I remember green you can smell
and breezes you can hear;
Clean rain
Silent mists
Spider webs glistening
and solitude
that stretches far and wide…

In the city
I live with mostly greys,
Harsh vivid colors
slicing it in pieces;
The smell of industry
Burning coffee beans like tar;
Howling traffic
Pressing crowds,
eye never meeting eye
and solitude
a tight defense around you…

In the city
time is cut in segments
unforgiving
resistant to the slightest
alteration of The Plan:
Run…!
against the changing of the light;
Wait…!
on automated command;
Answer…!
authority’s demand
for identity and purpose;
Justify…!
your presence

As if this is a place
you want to be…

In the city.

Falling Colors

Walking in the woods of autumn fire
in my own autumn, wistful
heart to the colors lifts: All
the triumph of a spring advanced

victory of a summer lived
the flowers gone to fruit
and fruit to seed dispersing
on the errant winds that blow…
All finished now, and so
green departs the leaf and reed,

the wind whips over flaring brights
and muted shades of rust
of faded pink, of watered red,
and weeds are dead
beside the path
where I walk in autumn
of my own.

September 2009

Autumn Tempest

Two poems of the wild autumn moving in on the last remnants of summer

The earth does what it does
and always has–

Storm bellowing,
Flood rushing,
And the reeds bend;
Trees sway and sometimes
go roots up;
The waters wild
sweep the land
forgetting former banks
erasing dams
the diligent beaver built.


Storm Ponies

The tempest swoops in
off the ocean
where it trained,
charging like a heavyweight
out of his corner,

Knocks
the ancient weather vane a-tizzy,
sets the ponies running

wild in the wind;
Slaps
the last of autumn’s fire
off sashaying trees
They–and later
weather vane as well–
fly on the wind,
the ponies whipped up as wild
and rambunctious
as the lashing rains.

Squirrels
in tree-top nests disrupted
suddenly learn to fly
and small birds hide
as best they can and cats
of independent disposition
come inside

where we, close-huddled
by the stove
hope that the wood
already in the house
will be enough,
have candle lanterns ready
and flashlights close to hand,
with extra batteries…

The kids are energised,
taking it in turns,
cranking on the new-fangled
old fashioned swamp-radio
that never needs a battery replaced,
and praying for a sudden cold
and maybe feet of snow,
and make extravagant plans…

Even when the blast
exhausts itself to fitful gusts
and wanders off,
the rain drums on,
a flat percussive
shingle-drenching
crevice-seeking
drumming over-head…

Cold water fills
the hollows of the land
and saturates the soil,
drives out small rodents
from their earth;

And even the dog is whining
that, in fact,
he’d rather not go out today
but must, he must,
oh dear,
and not alone…

And the water buckets down
and drums and drums
and finally lulls
the last of us to sleep,
that flashlight handy by the bed…

The dawn comes
luminous and calm–
as if the weather
never had a single
brutal thought,
never blustered,
never raged,
never came in reeling
like a drunk,
never loosed the ponies
nor beat the land to
sodden helplessness…

The day comes on
gently, cheerfully,
the light a little harsher
through trees denuded
their columns etched and dark,
still gleaming with the wet…

Birds sing,
Squirrels scold,
Cats consider going out,
The dog can hardly wait oh boy!

The kids are disappointed
not really getting
what disaster is…

And someone must go out
and find the weather vane
then climb up the misty roof
and put the ponies back
onto the naked pole.

When I write open or free-verse poems, I hear them as if being presented by Garrison Keillor, then it always comes out right!

Courteous comments are always welcome here.

Prompt: Notes on Inchland

I began writing about Inchland several years ago, never got beyond describing it. But I know it is a place full of lives and tales, and I would love to see what stories other writers could tell about this tiny world that is really just as big as ours, however small it looks to us.

You fall asleep in the woods one day, and awaken after who knows how long, about an inch tall.  You’re in the same world you’ve always lived in, but suddenly, everything is around 60 times bigger than you’re used to.  There are people who have always been here, but too small or faint to have caught your eye—the entities of the natural world where it borders on the magical…

The Peoples of the Woods include all living creatures; those who live by intellect and use technology such as tools, and create art deliberately are considered Persons.

There are several races of Persons: Pixies, Fairies, the Fey, and Sprites are related races, as the various apes are related in the Large World.  There are also Naiads and Dryads, who are Persons by virtue of their intellect, speech and artistry, though they are not technological.

Pixies are the smallest, the nearest to your one-inch stature.  They live in the mossy root-stumps and cultivate the many varieties of lush mosses, the fungi and lichens, using these as food and medicine as well as enjoying their beauty.

They travel on foot or by hitchhiking rides with winged insects and the smallest of other animals.   But mostly, they like to stay close to home and to their gardens.

Pixies are resilient and quick, and can live many years by human standards.  They keep their health as long as the Woods are healthy; their greatest enemies are animal predators and severe weather.  They are generally mostly concerned with tending and defending the mosses, as they believe they were put here to do.

Pixies regard Fairies as potentially problematic, and somewhat arrogant.  Pixies don’t always see the point of the rules Fairies would like to impose on the denizens of the Woods, and are not always compliant or cooperative, which leads to some aggravation between them. 

Pixies fear the Fey and speak of them in hushed voices.

Pixies look at the Sprites as careless and foolish, as they don’t live long enough to ever attain wisdom, but cause little damage to the moss gardens except perhaps when their parties get out of hand.

If you take up this prompt, please share here in Comments your thoughts and explorations.